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My kitchen cupboards are filled with good quality items. I think being a size 14 or 16 would be enough for me.
I sit in the car, get out and then sit in my office all day. I can walk into a room and feel strong, so when someone says something mean it bounces off me. Why do I feel I have to acknowledge it in such a way for us all to move on? The phrase I've heard other people tor is: "I'm digging my grave with my spoon.
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I was smaller once, really quite thin actually. It's kind of sad that I'm comforted by food rather than other elements in the world. I don't want to be normal because normal is boring. Some days I use my fat as armour, and other days it's like a shroud.
By being so visible and taking up so much room, in a strange way I am also quite invisible. My weight can also be my strength. Less calories in, more calories out, but that means effort, doesn't it? While some people are "reclaiming" the word "fat" as a positive thing sheppard escort of them are featured in the video, below - Mellisa says she recognises that the word applies to her, and wishes it didn't.
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They tell themselves that they've got control, they're sensible, intelligent and no way would they ever get to my size. I lonely housewives seeking nsa miamisburg think there's a single part of me, apart from my wrists, that is small. I have to be honest, I can't be bothered. My friend says I don't stint on myself.
There's the charitable stuff and my good behaviour. People are constantly judging me. As a black woman it is more acceptable to be big. However, I refuse to accept the size I am. About sharing image copyrightAlamy Feeling good about your body isn't always easy when you are overweight.
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lookinv I'm lucky in a way because I am the stereotypical fat woman - funny, independent, I have lots of friends. I just want to be the best of myself. Related Topics.
I wear the "good manager", "good friend", and "good daughter" hats as best I can. Because I am a solid, fat woman.
My world is filled with contradictions, but I blame no-one else. I'm not looking for sympathy.
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If I was slimmer, I could easily be labelled as a food connoisseur because it's a passion of mine. I get why people look at me and think: "Mellisa, how could you be that fat?
I think it's almost become a self-perpetuating prophecy. Mellisa spoke to Ena Miller for Woman's Hour - listen to the full programme here You might also like: image copyrightEna Miller Sylvia Mac has spent most of her life trying to conceal the extensive scars which cover her body. It's not rocket science - I know that. Mum didn't want me and my two sisters to ever be as big as she was.
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Claiming the word "fat" isn't easy, but I feel it's the only way I can describe what I am. If I really think about it, I can't really value myself if I allowed it to get to this point. But let me tell you, I was you once and you could be me. I'm formulating a plan, which I'm figuring out quietly.
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I'm impervious to it. They project their fears upon me because I am a reflection of something that they could become.
Just being able to tell people how being fat honestly feels for me is a fabulous opportunity to kick me into doing something about it. I am fat, there's no getting away from it. Although some people assume I am body-positive, and applaud for me for this, I can't help but feel full of loathing and hurt that my fat won't shift.
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Sometimes when I'm in the supermarket I glance down and think: "I don't know who else I'm buying all this food for. It's quite lonely to have such an odd relationship with food. Sometimes I do get that big is beautiful.
It means having to motivate myself and persevere. But then there's the anxiety I have of running out, which means my office has become a storeroom for more supplies. I have stretch marks and mottled skin Society has its own sort of perception of people like me - we are disgusting, fat, slothful, lazy, incompetent, stupid. Why can't I just be accepted for who I am? I think there was a period when I was in my teens, where I had quite a combative relationship around eating.
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